Am I my thoughts, the thoughts that I am thinking? No.  Thoughts come and go;  I am not my thoughts.  Am I my body?  They tell us that millions of cells in our body are changed or are renewed every minute, so that by the end of seven years we don't have a single living cell in our body that was there seven years before.  Cells come and go.  Cells arise and die.  But "I" seems to persist.  So am I my body?  Evidently not.
Is it possible for the rose to say, "I will give my fragrance to the good people who smell me, but I will withhold it from the bad?" Or is it possible for the lamp to say, "I will give my light to the good people in this room, but I will withhold it from the evil people"?  Or can a tree say, "I'll give my shade to the good people who rest under me, but I will withhold it from the bad"?  These are images of what love is about.
As soon as you look at the world through an ideology you are finished.  No reality fits an ideology.  Life is beyond that.  That is why people are always searching for a meaning to life.  But life has no meaning; it cannot have meaning because meaning is a formula; meaning is something that makes sense to the mind. Every time you make sense out of reality, you bump into something that destroys the sense you made. Meaning is only found when you go beyond meaning.  Life only makes sense when you perceive it as mystery and it makes no sense to the conceptualizing mind.
The great mystics and masters in the East will say, "Who are you?"  Many think the most important question in the world is: "Who is Jesus Christ?" Wrong!

  Many think it is: "Does God exist?" Wrong!  Many think it is "Is there a life after death?" Wrong!  Nobody seems to be grappling with the problem of: Is there a life before death?     Yet my experience is that it's precisely the ones who don't know what to do with this life who are all hot and bothered about what they are going to do with another life.  One sign that you're awakened is that you don't give a damn about what's going to happen in the next life.  You're not bothered about it;  you don't care.  You are not interested, period.

  Do you know what eternal life is?  You think it's everlasting life.  But your own theologians will tell you that that is crazy, because everlasting is still within time.  It is time perduring forever.  Eternal means timeless-- no time.  The human mind cannot understand that.  The human mind can understand time and can deny time.  What is timeless is beyond our comprehension.  Yet the mystics tell us that eternity is right now.  How's that for good news?  It is right now.  People are so distressed when I tell them to forget their past.  They're crazy! Just drop it! When you hear "Repent for your past," realize it's a great religious distraction from waking up.  Wake up! That's what repent means.  Not "weep for your sins.": Wake up! understand, stop all the crying.  Understand! Wake up!
Spirituality means waking up.  Most people, even though they don't know it, are asleep.  They're born asleep, they live asleep, they marry in their sleep, they breed children in their sleep, they die in their sleep without ever waking up.  They never understand the loveliness and the beauty of this thing that we call human existence.
Negative feelings are in you, not in reality.  So stop trying to change reality.  That's crazy!  Stop trying to change the other person.  We spend all our time and energy trying to change external circumstances, trying to change our spouses, our bosses, our friends, our enemies, and everybody else.  We don't have to  change anything.  Negative feelings are in you.  No person on earth has the power to make you unhappy.  There is no event, condition, situation, or person.  Nobody told you this; they told you the opposite.  That's why you're in the mess that you're in right now.  That is why you're asleep.  They never told you this.  But it's self-evident.

The important thing is not to know who "I" is or what "I" is.  You'll never succeed.  There are no words for it.  The important thing is to drop the labels.  As the Japanese Zen masters say, "Don't seek the truth; just drop your opinions."  Drop your theories; don't seek the truth.  Truth isn't something you search for.  If you stop being opinionated, you would know.  Something similar happens here.  If you drop your labels, you would know.  What do I mean by labels?  Every label you can conceive of except perhaps that of  human being.  I am a human being.  Fair enough; doesn't say very much.  But when you say, "I am successful," that's crazy.  Success is not part of the "I".  Success is something that comes and goes; it could be here today and gone tomorrow.  That's not "I".  When you said, "I was a success," you were in error; you were plunged into darkness.  You identified yourself with success.  The same thing when you said, "I am a failure, a lawyer, a businessman." You know what's going to happen to you if you identify yourself with these things.  You're going to cling to them, you're going to be worried that they may fall apart, and that's where your suffering comes in.  That is what I meant earlier when I said to you, "If you're suffering, you're asleep." Do you want a sign that you're asleep? Here it is: You're suffering.  Suffering is a sign that you're out of touch with the truth.  Suffering is given to you that you might open your eyes to the truth, that you might understand that there's falsehood somewhere, just as physical pain is given to you so you will understand that there is disease or illness somewhere.  Suffering points out that there is falsehood somewhere.  Suffering occurs when you clash with reality.  When your illusions clash with reality when your falsehoods clash with the truth, then you have suffering.  Otherwise there is no suffering.
Back to Words of Wisdom
"What you are aware of you are in control of; what you are not aware of is in control of you."
When a new disciple came to the Master, this is the catechism he was usually subjected to:

"Do you know the one person who will never abandon you in the whole of your lifetime?"

"Who is it?"


"And do you know the answer to every question you may have?"

"What is it?"


"And can you guess the solution to every one of your problems?"

"I give up."


-One Minute Wisdom
"Is there anything I can do to make myself Enlightened?"

"As little as you can do to make the sun rise in the morning."

"Then of what use are the spiritual excercises you prescribe?"

"To make sure you are not asleep when the sun begins to rise."

-One Minute Wisdom
"How shall I help the world?"

"By understanding it," said the Master.

"And how shall I understand it?"

"By turning away from it."

"How then shall I serve humanity?"

"By understanding yourself."

-One Minute Wisdom

"Is salvation obtained
through action or through

"Through neither.  Salvation
comes from seeing."

"Seeing what?"

"That the gold necklace
you wish to acquire is
hanging round your neck.
That the snake you are so
frightened of is only a
rope on the ground."

-From One Minute Wisdom

"Help us to find God."

"No one can help you there."

"Why not?"

"For the same reason that
no one can help the fish
to find the ocean."

-From One Minute Wisdom
Photo by: James Wheeler
Anthony de Mello, a Jesuit priest, influenced the world through his powerful understanding of the human condition. Through the use of parables and teaching stories, de Mello pointed the way to reclaiming our true power. Born in 1931 and died in 1987, he was known throughout the world for his writings and spiritual conferences.  The following are his excerpts and stories from Awareness: The Perils and Opportunities of Reality., One Minute Wisdom, and Awakening: Conversations With the Master.